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Thursday, October 8, 2015

Scanxiety

Today I had my semi-annual blood work and oncologist visit.  While I am grateful for my wonderful healthcare that  monitors me so closely, it still makes me anxious when I have to get checked.  I worry that they will tell me that the cancer has come back.  It is during this time that I ask my friends and family to pray for me.  I think that prayers send some positive energy into the universe that helps me to stay  peaceful.  I can feel it.  It is as if I am protected in bubble wrap against negative emotions, and I float on a cloud of prayers.  I don't know how it works, I just know that it does work.  This is something that cancer has taught me.  This is something that cancer has given me.


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